Tuesday, June 29, 2010
my life right now is about attachment, spend 2 hours plus sleeping in the train and bus 5 times per week, go home, eat and sleep.
been trying to slot in some time for play.
but i guess it's insufficient.
been a long time since i met BBBB, and Mel.
promised her to catch up with her.
haish.
sorry babies.
done a bit of shopping for my 2nd pay.
(Y)
but still, i haven't treat mum and abang to MFM.
must treat them before abang serve NS on the 30th of July.
so on Monday, watched She's Out of My League.
hehe.
it was entertaining.
everyone has it's own self-esteem issues.
i'm sure that me too have a very low self-esteem.
but to have confidence in myself, that's like way far for me to achieve.
you see, when i have that confidence in me, that confidence can easily be destroyed; even by little things.
it's like 'the second you expect something from someone, you're setting yourself for heartbreak.'
okay anyways, getting typhoid vaccination is ughh.
when the doctor jab the needle, it wasn't pain.
but when the moment the liquid is being transferred to my body, damn, i feel like crying.
someone said i kental.
i know.
cats cats.
the mum gave birth to six kittens.
but they are nowhere to be found.
hope they are safe and i get to meet them again before my attachment ends.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
from left: me, my uncle, my brother.
cute righhht?
found it inside the cupboard at home.
now it's at the office.
shall bring it home soon.
don't want it to breakk.
hehe.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
'I'm doing all these not because I don't love you anymore. I still love you. It's just that I don't wish to hut you anymore. I want to feel the feeling of being empty then it struck me that, 'hey, ______ was there when you are feeling down. Now, he isn't there for you anymore. Serve you right.' That's where I will et all panic. Like you said, leaving me can make me feel that you are important to me. Give me the chance to experience all this. Seriously, I will never learn my mistakes if you keep giving it in to me.'
so yesterday, was out on a date.
:)
went to Cathay Cineleisure Orchard.
damn i miss that place.
got to see Mhedz and others.
watch The Karate Kid plus free popcorns and F&N Grape.
(Y)
then, walked around town.
did some shopping spree.
yaaaaay!
heh heh.
at night, at Wendy's at Lau Pa Sat.
the quarter pounder was yummy.
need to try that again.
then lepas tu, balik.
because the next day both of us are workinggg.
sadly there were no pictures of us.
it's okaayyy.
:)
Monday, June 14, 2010
Friday, June 11, 2010
you knooowww,
whenever people asked what diploma i take, i reluctantly answered them.
and when they asked what can i do with my diploma, i just kept quiet.
damns.
i also don't know what can i do with my diploma.
is it a bit too late to regret?
what can i do with my diploma?
Thursday, June 10, 2010
i'll be an extremely happy girl if someone would drive me to work and eat Mcds with me.
hotcakes would make my day.
(Y)
hehehe.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
so yesterday, had some briefings at ITE Clementi regarding F1.
heh.
then, head to Bukit Timah Al-Azhar to had lunch.
finally get to satisfy my cravings for Maggi Goreng.
next craving will be Prata Mozzarella Cheese.
yummy. (Y)
after that, walked from Bukit Timah to my house.
heh.
1 hour walk.
even though it was far, it was worth it.
the talks and stuffs.
thanks leg/feet.
hehe.
anyway, decided to name my Fossil Watch.
her name is Kitty.
wore Kitty yesterday.
and she smells nice.
:)
side note, i like how we can be open minded and can talked things out about all the shits we do last time.
i feel at ease now after telling you how i felt all these while.
(Y)
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Nora Danish.
❤ the hair. (Y)
thank you.
why do we always say we're fine,
when it's obvious we lie?
why don't we ever tell the truth,
what do we got to lose?
and i don't know much,
but i know about love and how it hurts me to give up,
it hurts me to give up.
The Classic Crime - When The Time Comes
Friday, June 4, 2010
the lady. (Y)
they don't have the other design, but this also (Y).
thank you irahhh for listening to my problems and listing out the possibilities why things turned out this way. luckily you stop me from going home. if not, i would not know what would have happened to me. heh.
so now, patience plays a very important role in my life now. i just need to have patience and hopefully, everything will be fine.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
damns.
i wished i could curse and swear here.
but i don't think it would be nice for a lady to curse and swear.
but i don't think i can be called a lady yet.
:( i think i'm still a girl.
so, better not la.
shut up pon baguuus.
haish.
may June onwards be a good month from me.
*edited*
i don't like Owl City - Vanilla Twilight song last time.
but it's stuck in my head already and somehow i like it.
thanks to Class 95 for playing it almost everyday.
-____-
ouh no.
my throat doesn't feel so nice.
must be the menthol light.
-_______-
sorry bestfriend i picked up bad habits like again.
(what's new anyway. heh.)
i'm trying my very best not to buy anymoreeeee.
that's going to be my last.
because noticed some break-outs on my forehead.
how i wished doing that won't affect anything, then can take how many as i want.
must eat fruits now okay nurahiela.
how about Mama's Caribbean Bar?
sounds nice and i bet must taste nicer.
better than menthol light. (Y) (Y)
hehe. :D
