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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

tomorrow's the last test for Year 2. :)
tomorrow's marks the end of Year 2. :(

dear classmates (i know you guys won't be reading it because you guys don't know that i have a blog.),
i want to say thanks for being there for me all this while. all the laughters, the foul languages, the cries. thank you. forgive me if i hurt you in anyway. i had fun in this class. love you all.

on the bright side, tomorrow is a shopping day! :D
excited excited excited excited excited.
new clothes new clothes new clothes new clothes new clothes.

'if someone wants to be in your life, they'd make an effort to be in it. So don't bother to reserve a space in your heart for someone who doesn't make an effort to stay.'

Tuesday, February 9, 2010


was browsing through Hyrul's tumblr and i saw that.
omg.
damn i miss the old times.
sweet lah you dude.
love you.
hehe.
movie marathon soon with the rest.
hurrrrrrrrryyyyy.

damnssss.
my laptop was admitted to the hosital yet again.
and the worse thing is it's EXAM WEEK!
-_________-
butttttt.
thank you so much Amir and Mel for lending me your laptop.
(Y)(Y)

Friday, February 5, 2010

you were never supposed to mean this much to me.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

bestfriend,
i know i disappoint you.
after almost 19 years.
damnsss.
i'm sorry.

to shafuu, cheer up okay. as you know, your story is exactly the same as mine. see what happen to me now; I've gotten my retribution already. somehow one day, he will realise that he chose the wrong path. let him learn. NAK PRATA SAUSAGEEEEEE! :DDD


dear S,

it seems like wherever i go today, somehow the people, the place, the food, the clothes, it reminded me of you.

maybe, it was just supposed to be a fling.
no feelings involved.

or maybe, retribution.

rindu.


I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me.
(Plain White T's - A Lonely September)

Not loving you is harder then you know
&
I'm gonna miss you 'cause i love you baby
(Escape the Fate - Harder Than You Know)

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Maybe people don't leave because things are hard. They leave because it's no longer worth it.

dear friends, family, loved ones.
I'm sorry if i'm a disappointment to you.
I admit that I changed.
doing things that you didn't expect or imagine me to do.
I myself do not know why.
Sorry.


Credits: http://iampotkettleblack.tumblr.com/ and http://runawaytrain.tumblr.com/

Tuesday, February 2, 2010


yes, i'm back.

life has been really challenging for me.
taking one step at a time.
decision decision.
losing someone one by one.
damnsssss.