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Thursday, January 31, 2008

im wide awake.
0_0
see?
haha.

im super duper bored.
adoi.
okay2.
can i post something mushy today?
hahaha.
u can not read it by hopping to the next blog.

so.
to my favourite boy-who-talks-crap-when-he-is-sleepy.
:]

idk what will happen to me if i did not meet u that day.
probably head over heels over that guy-who-wore-red-boots over and over again.
gagagaga.

so, on that night itself, we confessed our feelings.
gosh.
it happened so fast.

firstly, im sorry if i were one of the reasons u broke up.
secondly, im thankful to her because she created those problems. [okay. i know im selfish]

i know u need to forget about some things.
yes, im willing to wait.

the happiness u talked about the other day.
i have given u my word again and again.

okaylah, to tell u the truth ehk.
my heart broke into minute pieces when u told me about yah.. something.
i know i was the one who force u to tell me.
adoi.
however, what is done, it's done.
can't change the fact though.

i will accept u even if your past were like.. damn.
i don't wanna waste the chance of having you again.
:]
ily.

okay2.
stop ct.
haha.
mushy right?
sorry people.
haha.
:]

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

slept at 3 am.
woke up at 1pm.
gahh~

so, nuruddin is working.
ninie is working.
amir is working.
nasser is working.
hyrul is schooling.
adoi.
me?
rot at home.
o_o

anyway, met ninie around 5.15pm.
so we went to popular.
bought some stuffs.
stupid auntie cut my queue.
cheeb*e.
wanted to print picture, but the machine was no where to be found.
adoi.
then went to jurong east entertainment.
bought Mini Melts.
chat with ninie.
we had so many things to talked about.
i like that chit chat.
yeah yeah ninie.
i forgive u because aku cekik kau tadi.
haha.

after that bought McDs.
share a meal.
haha.
romantic right?
haha.
then chit chat again.
around 7pm.
went to meet mom.

ouh ouh.
SUNARTI called!
i super MISS her.
adoi.
must meet super soon.
c'mon ct.
plan!!!
:]

to amir: call me if u read this. ade impt bende nk bilang.
:]

cnt wait for friday.
hees.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

photography lesson

:] pantat

random

BFF. ouh. everytime we wanted to try whether my camera is working or not, we will try at ninie's face. sorry babe.

nurahielalalalalala~

MONDAY

ninie was supposed to be working on that day.
so planned to have a date with nuruddin.
hehe.

while getting myself ready, ninie called.
hehe.
funny lah.
don't want to say in public.
so asked ninie out.
ninie was at a lost.
gees.

met nuruddin at clementi.
then off to vivo.
met ninie at there.
had lunch at McDs after figuring a long time what to eat.

then went to find my wallet.
ninie was waiting for a message from AMALI!!!
haha.

slack at the top of vivo.
bought a balloon [shape of a flower].
took pictures.
gahhhhhh~

then, went to town because vivo is such a bore.
ceh.
went to Pacific Plaza.
saw this CIRCA shoe.
119 bucks.
adoi.

shortly after that, met amali at town.
then left ninie with amali.
hehe.

okay2.
walked and walked and walked with nuruddin.
adoi, penat.
:]
wanted to catch a movie.
however, none of them caught our eyes.
then went to buy Famous Amos.

sat at Youth Park.
teenagers were doing their moves.
ouh.
saw little kids skating too.
cool.

we talked and talked.
about his past, about the future.
adoi.
it hurts knowing about his past.
we were all quiet.
he was holding the balloon.
all of a sudden, the balloon burst!
not all, only half of the balloon burst.
gees.
that broke the silence.

then took 106.
he sent me home.
:]

yeah.
changed blog skin.
boring babe.

FRIDAY.
mom have Traffic Police Test.
so in the meantime, went to meet ninie at chinese garden.
was supposed to see 'the splash' jamming.
however, they start late.
so went to see SlackRelaxz jamming.
however, when we want to go to the studio.
they had gone out from the studio.
haiyo.
so w/o us realising, we formed a circle and talked.
haha.
syafiq and adzlan smoke.
syafiq offered me and ninie to smoke!
decline the offer.
say NO to smoking.
haha.
however tempted to try.

so around 4.15pm.
off to meet mom.
mom failed her TP test.
40 demerit points.
to pass the test, the people need to get 18 points and below.
haha.

anyway, took a cab and went for the spa.
omg.
the decoration in the spa is gorgeous and relaxing too.
went to the steam & sauna.
then went for a mud bath followed by massage.
when the massager massage my leg.
adoi.
ticklish.
however tahan.
haha.
ouh.
ME and mom went for the spa.
mcm org tue kan ct?
haha.

after that meet relatives at geylang.
ate our dinner and off to choa chu kang to take the baby again.
then HOME SWEET HOME.

SATURDAY
stayed at home.
took care of the cute baby.
gees.
can i have my own set of babies now?
own set?
nononono.

SUNDAY
went to wedding ceremony.
yeah.
aunties and uncles asked about my results.
BODOH.

continue next post.
because this post is loooong.
:]

Saturday, January 26, 2008

so on thursday.
judgement day?

met ninie at 12.30pm.
then walked to school.
yeah, wearing school uniform.

reached school, eat makcik nye food.
haha.
miss makcik food lah.
and it's super cheap sey.
joke with the auntie selling drinks.
[mcm dah lame knal gitu.]
haha.

1 pm.
some of the sec one and sec two students had finished their school.
nawer's sister studied at shuqun?
ahaha.
anyway, 1.30pm.
all the students were release.
saw dan, shasya, titi, tasha.
everyone lah.
haha.
ouh!
met syu and syaf!
hugged them.
hehe.
miss them lah.

so 2pm.
went to the odyssey room.
principal talked and talked.
then, results.
ninie got the results first.
then me.
haha.
yeah.
i passed.
except science.
but all grade C6.
P.O.A C5?
haha.
dint cry.
dint celebrate.
:]
skip2.

then we gathered at our usual place at canteen.
rul was there finally.
haha.
talked crap.
mir?
ah beng sey amir.
dgn ur baggy eyes.
haha.

after that, went to watch the volleyball match.
haha.
the atmosphere.
cool.
every corner of the hall, people were shouting, clapping.
we joined in the fun lah.
haha.

4.15 pm.
me and ninie went home.
but before that, ninie bought junk food.
along the way, saw ex-schoolmates.
exchange numbers.
kasi ajelah.
pictures are with ninie.

i took 188 bus to choa chu kang.
ninie went home.
sorry ninie.
:]

met nuruddin at cck interchange.
he was super fed-up.
over some problems.
calm down okay.
:]

went to KFC to have our dinner.
chatted and chatted.
he going to start school again and took FNB course at ite clementi.
me?
haha.
later lah decide.

after that, he sent me home.
bow wow is cute!
haha.
:]

btw, i was touched by amir's post.
hee.
we go out again soon for the last time okay?

can i update later?
please.
haha.
:]

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

will be wearing that uniform for the last time on thursday.

yeah.
went for an interview today!!
first time lah.
nervous.

so took 105 to toa payoh because me and ninie were broke.
like again.
cannot sleep in the bus because idk where to alight!
haha.

when we reached toa payoh, we took a bus to the interview place.
had some troubles finding the building.
i noticed that most of the people there were riding bicycles?
hahaha.
ouh.
their faces were scary man.
haha.

anyway, reached the place.
a woman gave us application forms to fill in.
yeah, a lot of people were there too.
waited and waited.
my name was called.
alamak.
i cocked up the interview.
haha.
the person ask, 'will you still be working after your results?'
and i say, 'err. i have to reschedule my schedule.'
hahaha.
stupid kan?
hopefully i get the job.
desperate for money.
need to repair camera.
owe people a lot of money.
need to have new clothes in my wardrobe.
skip2.
then ninie turned.
her interview went smoothly.
kan ninie?

went to toa payoh central.
ate breakfast+lunch.
trime kaseh ninie.
hahaha.

then went back to jrg east and met nuruddin.
trime kaseh ninie sebab teman aku.
:]
kau bff aku always.
sweet tk?
haha.

so, accompany nuruddin to eat his err.. lunch or dinner?
idk.
anyway, talked and talked.
laughed and laughed.
haha.

then his mum called up.
waited for his parents to come.
after that, went home.
:]

amirmirmir: really you want to stop? prove it to me then. after quitting, don't let me catch you holding that stuff anymore. :]

hyrulrulrul: where are you? i know you keeping something from me and ninie. c'mon. tell us. ninie almost cried because you didn't answer her calls. do cntct us soon okay?

ninininononununu: hahaha. jmpe kau thursday okay? pape cntct ye. kalau kau dpt accepted to work, maknenye kau disabled person and aku retard. cool. :]

nuruddin: starting afresh? take your time okay. and don't walk out on me again. ily. :]

Monday, January 21, 2008

scary not my face? mcm budak low IQ sey. haha.

actually not planning to go anywhere today.
however something cropped up.
so, went to nuruddin house today.

took taxi and went to his house at cck.
7.40 bucks.
was lazy to take the train actually.
his sister, khai was there too.
haha.

when i went inside his house aje, his sister shouted like mad woman.
haha.
sorry irahrah.
haha.
his house doesn't change much.
ouh.
the only thing change was his tv.
haha.
sat at his sofa.
alamak.
his sofa power pop sey.
haha.
very comfy.
:]
everyone were hungry,
so me and nuruddin went out to buy lunch at limbang.
McDonalds.
haha.
yes.
the cashier was pekak sey.
haha
ordered two McSpicy and two fillet-o-fish.
she gave one McSpicy instead.
haha.
bodoh bodoh bodoh.

went back to his house.
everyone sat on the floor.
mcm ade some gathering plak.
haha.

so, irah told something which makes nuruddin feels fcuked up.
omg.
im sorry to hear that okay.
be strong okay.
:]

irah small small sey although her age was 20?
haha.
can bully you.
haha.

nuruddin's room mcm bangla house sey.
haha.
he said he is renovating his room.
haha.
hurry up.
renovate.
haha.

yeah, share some old memories.
haha.
talked and talked.
laughed and laughed.
play scissors paper stone.
i'm super bad at that game.
haha.

7pm.
met mum.
bought a wireless broadband.
woohoo.
haha.
every month, need to pay 72 bucks for the subscription.

ouh.
tomorrow going to interview with ninie.
finally mum let me work.
haha.

thursday thursday.
gosh.

byeeeeeeeeeee`
:]

saturday fever.
haha.
so, last minute i told my mum that i want to go out.
haha.
she was angry.
:]

so in the afternoon, played with the baby [mum friend's baby.]
haha.
chubby lah.
ouh, she's scared of my uncle.
maybe because my uncle looks like a monster.
haha.

that's the baby i told you. :]

arnd 5, met ninie and rul.
then off to town.
rul left his laughing gas at home i guessed.
because he wasn't talking.
haha.
in the mrt, the three of us were quiet most of the time.
idk why.
haha.

okay2.
reached town, we went to cineleisure.
because we thought McDonald was there.
haha.
so we went to the nearest shopping centre.
bought our breakfast+lunch.
haha.
then walked and walked to youth park.
haha.
we sat at youth park and ate our meals.
the pinholes were rehearsing their performance.
oooo`
shake and bake.
haha.
while waiting for the event to start, snap some pictures.
not some, i mean a lot.
haha.
mash and her friend sat with us.
i know them through friendster only.
they were cool man.
laughed and laughed.
ouh.
her friend have a smooth skin sey.
i kept touching her face.
haha.

err. promoting shit ehk? haha.

nininononunu.

random.

7pm. the place was crowded with people. some of them i know. like yan, an and some people. ninie knows almost of the people there? haha. yeah, rul was down. haha. the music was loud. haha. the first band performed. blom warm-up lagi. haha. then come the pinholes! haha. idk their songs but they were cool man. me and ninie was clapping like mad woman. laughing. haha. mash and her friend were dancing. haha. yes, again. rul stand like a moron. haha. the atmosphere was power pop babe. haha. ouh ouh. ninie got a cd from the pinholes! i want to borrow the cd! okay2.

8.30pm. we went to esplanade. because mr noel ong was performing. rul wanna watch it. we too wanna watch it. a teacher is performing. cool. haha. so from youth park we ran, walked to esplanade. haha funny lah. we were like mad kids sey. haha.

so reached esplanade, not many people were there though. mr ong rocks sey! hahaha. ouh. ade cute guys jgak. :] haha. 9.15pm, went home. super duper tired sey. but was fun fun fun! haha.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

guess what? i set my alarm clock at 10.00am. however, i was woken up at 10.45am! 'karang guni, buy newspaper,tv and radio' pfft`
haha.

okay2. so got ready. then went out to bukit batok interchange to top up my ez-link. and.... i can't top up 5 bucks.
because my ez-link card as a student dah expired.
bodoh. the minimum that i can top up is 10 bucks. wth? inside my bank have only 9 bucks. so walk to the 176 bus-stop and took a bus to jurong interchange. haiyo. was supposed to meet ninie at 12. but met up at 1 instead. haha.

okay, while boarding the train. heard whistle being blown. noisy sey. stupid. the person in charge of the train asked all the commuters to step out of the train. idk why. we were treated like kambing sey. haha. skip2.

so reached city hall. walked from tower one to tower 4. haha. while walking, butterflies in the stomach sey. idk why. excited. haha. saw starbucks at tower 4. more nervous. went to a shopping centre to buy last minute present. not last minute actually. the thing was a candy. yeah. the coming birthday boy [i mean guy] loves that candy. thank you makcik ninie. :]

slacked around for a while. took pictures. ouh,we were laughing and laughing. stressed lah. haha. zai and zam msg ninie and keep asking what time we going to meet them and stuffs. okay, from the way the msg, they were like not on good terms with each other. so decided not to follow them.

formal. hees.

ninie looks adorable lah. haha.

bodoh kan muke kite?

after that, walked back to suntec tower 4.

nervous giler baby sey. haha. yeah. ninie was the one who saw NURUDDIN first. yes, i was freaking nervous. haha. so he asked us to wait for him for a while. after that we walked and stopped. walked and stopped. because we do not know where to go. :] in the end, slacked at McDs. catch up with each other life's. laughed and make jokes. haha. my camera was spoilt lah. so cannot take a lot of pictures. trime kaseh ninie. :] nuruddin wanted to show me something. hee. cannot find ye? actually, i knew what you wanted to show me exactly.
dead serious. :]

yeah. that's him. pantat.

haha. that's his sister. bodoh sey muke kite org.

then met irah and khai. haha. khai was SUPER FUNNY. cn i have ur bf irah please? hahaha! :] again, laughed, talked crap and laughed again. haha. we were were happily laughing while nuruddin was working like a moron. :]

around 4, we went to meet rul, fiq, lan, akhbar. I MISS THEM. haha. so met them at some bus-stop. okay, they took a long time to decide where to go. haha. in the end, went home. ahaha. mcm bodoh kan? but they were funny lah. haha. we met them was to see them jam actually. but we came late. :]

nie fiq! sexy tk? haha.

nie namenye lan. haha.

haha. i did that to him. center parting babe.

arnd 5.30pm. took bus 335 with ninie and rul. haha. so now, rul's brain is now damage because someone kept hitting is head with scrap book? haha. then walked from jrg interchange to ninie's house. slacked at her house. ate my breakfast+lunch+dinner. haha. then arnd 7pm, met mum at cck mrt. and that's where a baby came. huh? okay2. crap. update again about saturday fever. haha.

Thursday, January 17, 2008

okay, here it goes.

FCUK YOU FCUK YOU FCUK YOU
CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB
BABI BABI BABI BABI BABI BABI
SUNDAL SUNDAL SUNDAL SUNDAL
SIAL SIAL SIAL SIAL SIAL SIAL SIAL
BODOH BODOH BODOH BODOH
DAH BODOH EHK?

oh, thank you.
:)

set the alarm at 10.30 am.
however i woke up at 12 noon due to uncle making noises.
realise that my mobile was switched off in the middle of the night.
battery flat.
pfft`

while waiting for ninie, saw titi.
cute lah she.
tembam.
ninie told me she met khairul anwar.
haha.

so, met NILAM NIRWANA at 2pm.
went to vivo.
upon reaching there, we went to Banquet to had our breakfast+lunch.
i ate chicken rice.
ninie ate roti nan.
the nan was awful to me.
haha.

went for present-hunting.
in and out of shops.
from GAP to FOX to TOPSHOP to FOX to FOREVER 21.
haha.
then to PULL AND BEAR.
it took me a really loooong time to settle on a present.
budget lari babe.

then after that went to rooftop.
snappy snappy snap snap.
took pictures lah.
haha.

after that, went to hunt for birthday card.
hehe.

so, went back to jrg to meet hyrul.
idiot him.
idk why.
haha.
yes, crap and laugh and crap and laugh.
haha.
I MISS HYRUL.
[okay, the missing hyrul is not related to the previous post]
haha.
pictures are with ninonuna.

amir chatted.
he asked me to watch them kicked bloody balls at school.
amaciam ninie?
nk kick their bloody balls?
omg omg.
skip2.
I MISS AMIR.
[not related to the previous post too]
haha.

friday.
err.
i texted irah abt something but she have not reply.
want to text again her abt friday.
but scared lah.
haha.
yay!
going out to see 'the splash' jamming again.
hopefully i'm not hearing any crickets sounds again.

chatted with nurul iman.
what a long conversation we had.
haha.

to nurul iman under my umbrella: i'm bad at advising on relationship. coming to 5 years. people would say it is cool but they[like me] do not know the suffering and pain that the relationship had gone through. maybe this is a big challenge for you all these years. having to face gossips that people made, trusting my brother, having to bear with the 'merepek' word. haha. complicated relationship. i seriously pitied you lah after hearing your stories. hopefully that two ideas will work. hee. whatever it is, you know my brother character more than i do. hehe. just do what you can. :]

i found this picture in my brother memory card. the nokia phone he used to have.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

i have been good right?
updating frequently.
hees.
*applaud.

maybe going out later to imm then off to vivo.
with ninie.
haha.

it's getting nearer and nearer.
omg.
i'm freaking scared.

ouh yes. had this sudden feeling out of the blue. to someone: IMY.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

so, yesterday stayed at home.
i was so bored with friendster, i downloaded games.
haha.
i played turbo pizza, fashion craze and beauty salon.

turbo pizza.
i need to make pizza and serve customers.
this game is similar to cake mania.

fashion craze.
i need to design clothes and sew it.
haha.
designing a clothes takes up a lot of times.
however, this game takes only 10 seconds to design clothes.
haha
okay, it is ONLY A GAME.

beauty salon.
i need to cut, wash the customers hair.
haha.

not going out again today.
tomorrow maybe going to buy some stuffs.
haha.
hope there's still a sale.

Monday, January 14, 2008

yes.

hello.

thursday.
went to sim lim.
repair the camera cost 89 bucks.
alamak.
can't tell my mum.
mampos nnti dier membebel.
then after that kite gi mane ninie?
err. bugis.
cari present.
then took mrt went to imm.
make fun of people in the mrt.
haha.
at imm, walked and walked and walked.
because ninie was broke and i was about to broke.
haha.
then went home ehk?
luper lah.
haha.

friday.
sorry irah can't meet up.
we were broke actually.
tapi promise this friday kite kluar to don't know where.
PROMISE.
i will text you soon.
DOUBLE PROMISE.
stayed at home.
play online games.

saturday.
went out with family to Terminal 3.
i was bored.
so i played with my two irritating yet lovely cousins.
they sat on the trolley where people use it to put their luggage.
i pushed them around.
haha.
went to eat at terminal two.
at some restaurant.
at night, eat satay at geylang.

ouh.
ninie went out with hyrul.
went to singapore poly, esplanade.
yeah, they had a date.
HAHA.
mcm paham.

sunday.
went out again with family.
again.

today.
stayed at home only.
ninie out with yap?
miss yap i bet.
haha.
okay2.
update again.

89 89 89.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

okay.
im not the mushy2 type.
aku don't say it face to face or through sms.
pardon aku ye.

so.
the truth was out yesterday.
sorry lah.
all aku can say is to keep the gorgeous memories and cheer up.
:D
aku can find a pattern among most of ur bfs.
when they din't cntct you for a long time, it means something.

going out later to sim lim square.
camera.
haiyo.

rul2.
mane kau?
okay2.
i know you have been busy with studies.
good luck.
:D

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

aku bored.
haha.
woke up 2pm?
tired maybe.

results getting nearer.
haiyo.
im super scared.
idk why.
maybe because i spent one hour on drawing curves?
maybe i was late for social studies paper?
maybe i did my accounts anyhow?
krg doa kn aku supaye aku pass ye.

meeting mum later at imm.
buying birthday present for my sedare for her birthday which falls on tomorrow.
and im buying clothes for myself too!
haha.
what should i eat later at imm.
err..
ouh ouh.
secret recipe?
bali thai?
mcdonald?
long john?
haha.

grabbed it from vj. haha.

amir mira mir.

haha. bodoh.

ninie's new haircut. err. not so new now. haha.

wht the hell did i post pictures of amir?
haha.
because his face one of a kind.
you know like the low IQ faces?
haha.
sorry mir mir mir 12.40pm.

friday friday.
nk go where irah?
maen UNO kat mane?
haha.
ouh ouh.
kite go sembahyang jumaat ajelah.
haha.

randomly.

was trying to hit ninie. ceh2. mcm paham.

err. okkkaaayyy.

people waiting for flights. ahaha.

good morning ulat bulu.

haha.
so yesterday went out with ninie.

met her at j.e mrt station.
then went to far east to look for shirts.
yaa.
after tapping our ez-link cards.
a women approached us.
some modeling agency.
haha.
no wonder she has to find models.
because her appearance was like???
she was smelly.
had dandruffs on her hair.
wore a shirt plus jeans with sport shoes?
haha.
walked around far east.
it was like 1pm and majority of the shops aren't open?

head to bugis next.
walked and walked mcm org mabok sebok.
no shirts that caught my eye sey.
was exhausted from walking.

then off to changi airport!!
haha.
on the way to airport, saw afiq who lived the same block as me.
he was going to tampines.

we were like dumb and mad people when stepping out of the mrt.
a lot of 'oooohs and ahhhs'.
haha.
ninie was clumsy lah at the airport.
*giggles.

from terminal 3, we went to terminal 1.
ate at McDs.
after that, sat at the viewing mall.
took a lot of pictures.
*camera was creating problems.
crap and crap.
haha.
while we were leaving the place.
'yg hood tu. yg hood tu.'
alamak.
byk songeh lah.
ceh2.
mcm paham.

4.30pm.
went to tampines mall.
ninie has not gone there for a long time.
so walked in and out of shops.
played e-zone.
haha.
ninie was screaming and screaming.
she was screaming as if she needs help.
it was only a car race.

arnd 5.30pm.
went home from tampines all the way until the operator said' next stop, jurong east interchange.'
haha.

so, he said that if he wants me to be his gf how.
i was like wtf?
scram off lah.
im scared.

About a girl.

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wishes: to keep chubby cats,
wear BRAces,
and the other wish, i just keep it to myself.

Speak up.

let's talk some other time okay. :)