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Friday, May 22, 2009

I did a Facebook quiz on I forgot what.
Anyway here is my analysis:

4. The Conservative
4's are sensible and traditional. They like order and routine. They only act when they fully understand what they are expected to do. They like getting their hands dirty and working hard. They are attracted to the outdoors and feel an affinity with nature. They are prepared to wait and can be stubborn and persistent. They should learn to be more flexible and to be nice to themselves.

Having turned eighteen, I'm not really satisfied with my life now. Life is unfair. That's cliche. I knowww. But, seriously, turning eighteen means, 'I'm a young adult now. I should be starting to think about what I'm going to do in the future, I can start to be an independent young woman.'

But somehow, it doesn't really seems to go the way I want. Most of the young adults that have turned eighteen have started reading up books about either CARS or BIKES. yes, license. it's like a major achievement (to me), to get a license at the age of EIGHTEEN. unfortunately, I cannot take. I have to wait until twenty-one. is it because most of the people in my class are reading up books about bikes or cars that I'm feeling this way or because I'm stubborn like my analysis said?

another thing would be, 'your brother is a guy, you are a woman.' until now, I strongly object to that statement. i know women are more vulnerable than men. in this era, i think that women are on the same par as men already. there's no more male are the dominant ones. i guess there are still people who follows the traditional way.

last thing, money. Money money money. Money really can make or break your happiness. i really want them to start saving money now. i want to break the cycle of 'gali lubang, tutup lubang.' in them. this has got to stop. i do want to enjoy my hard-earned money.

there are so many restrictions in my life now. I cannot do this, I cannot do that. it's tiring to follow all these restrictions. I know it's for my own good. But let me enjoy my life once a while. if only you have the trust in me. I know, i misuse the trust during secondary school days. But now it's different; I'm a woman now.

tell me, am I too engrossed in what I want to achieve till I forget the meaning behind all these restrictions?